Humans Are Greedy

Humans are greedy.
Always are, always will.

If we lost the person that we love the most.
Or we lose the ability to get up from bed,
we will wish to see that person one more time
even for a brief second.
We wish to be able to stand up tall, to walk even one step.

But believe it or not,
after those things are granted to us,
we would want more and more, and even more time and step.

I don't know about you,
but I am greedy that way.


23:11/14-11-2010

Past That Haunt

The past are like nightmares.
Or like your high school arch nemesis.
They haunt you before.
As time flies,
they will find a way to haunt you again.

15:53/11-11-2010

A Poem For You

2 years with all of you,

I'm not the same person anymore.

Now,

my love is not a trade item,

my trust is priceless.

With you I've learnt to love myself,

with you I've learnt about true friendship,

with you I've learnt being competitive,

with you I've learnt love is for the one who love you,

with you I become more optimist,

with you I'm comfortable in my own skin,

with you I learnt about life,

with you I feel home.

This poem is for the 23 of you.

You made me who I am today.

Without you, my life will be dull.

You know who you are,

THANK YOU!

2008/25-10-2009

*Teacher's Day

I may not be the fruit of your womb,
but you already like my own parent.
My second parent to be exact.

You didn't just teach me
ABC nor 123,
or y=mx+c,
or the Pascal's Principle,
or the locomotion of earthworms,
or C₂H₄ is ethene.
You teach me more than that.
You teach me how to be a better person.
You teach me about life, love and many more.

I may rebel sometimes.
I may skip your classes and didn't do the work.
Even worse, I may talk bad about you behind you.
But just so you know,
no matter if its big or little what you've taught me,
long or short period,
wherever I go,
I'll remember what you did to me.
Each and bits of it.

Thank you, teachers!
Happy Teacher's Day


1300/18-05-2009

*Mother's Day

I may not be as good as before.
I may not the perfect daughter.
I may disobey you sometime.
I may dislike you sometime.
But whatever it is, whenever it is, wherever it is,
you're my and only mother.
From the bottom of my heart, I love you.

Happy Mother's Day, Umi.

0945/11-05-2009

When I Was A Little Girl

When I was a little girl,
I used to dream to travel around the world.
To see other culture.
To see the other side of mountains.
To see the beauty of the world.
To be able to walk without failure.

When I was a little girl,
I dream and I achieve.
Now, all I can do is just dream.
I don't know if I still have a piece of that little girl.

I want to be able to dream and achieve again.
Dream and achieve.

1314/16-04-2009

Portion Of My Heart

Yeah, so it has been years
since we broke up.

It was the relationship that I regret the most.

You cheated on me.
You lied to me.
You played me.
Not with one, not two.
But three girls!

You've took a portion of my heart.
Now I'm asking for it back.
Return it to me.
Please.

Because you don't deserve it.
Because you don't know how to appreciate it.

Yeah, I know that portion of my heart,
were broken to million pieces.
But give it back to me,
each and every pieces of it.

Someone willing to glue it back to its place.
someday..

1000/17-02-2009

Told ya he still somewhere at the corner of my mind.
DAMN IT!

Paper Plane

It has been months
since we talk to each other.

What is happening to us?
I thought we were okay.
I thought we were still friends.

If I did anything, I'm sorry.
If I did hurt you, I'm sorry.

So I send you a paper plane
to help me send the message
'I love you. We'll always be friends. So forgive me if I did wrong.'

Wind help me to fly this paper plane.
Blow it to that particular person.
Blow it...Blow it...Blow it...

So I send you a paper plane,
a paper plane.

Paper plane.


0935/16-02-2009

Thinking to ask my sister to turn this into a song.
She plays guitar.

You Say Your Life Sucks

You live in a house,
full with comfy furniture,
complete with electricity,
even better with internet connection.
And you say your life sucks.

You go to school,
full with facilities,
complete with dedicated teachers,
even better with schoolmates.
And you say your life sucks.

You have a family,
full with laughters and jokes,
complete with grannies, uncles, aunties, cousins, nephews and nieces.
even better with everybody being happy.
And you say your life sucks.

You live in a good area,
full with facilities,
complete with shopping mall and transportation,
even better with cool neighbours.
And you say your life sucks.

You have everything.
Yet you say your life sucks.

2046/13-02-2009

Ingat mereka di negara yang berperang.
Tolong mereka apa yang boleh.
Sekecil-kecilnya adalah doa.
Mari. Kita sama-sama.

Need

For so long,
I live in twilight.
Without someone,
who I really need,
who I really trully need.
Now I see the shine,
shone from your eyes.
And I know,
you're the one I need,
trully need.

1148/30-10-2008

Ni untuk korang2 yang dekat 30 orang. Yang memang tiada ganti sampai bila pun.
Yang paling: nakal, bising, kelakar, menyakitkan hati, sayang, suka, handsome, cute, cantik, kuat makan, menyenangkan, pandai, dll
Ada antara korang yang tau aku menulis. Siap panggil aku jiwang lagi.
Tapi apa2 pun, aku sayang korang ye. :)

Because I Felt Bad

I've said bad thing about you
I've underestimated you
in front of your friend
your good friend.
I shouldn't did that.
It makes me feel bad.
But you were there
saying nothing.
Your face expressionless.

I thought about it
for few nights.
Should I or shouldn't I
ask for forgiveness.
I decide
"I should."

Just now
I said sorry to you.
Like you always said
"It's okay."
That's not enough for me.

So I hold your biceps
and say it again.
Then you smile
"It's not a big deal."

By that
I'm sure enough
you already forgive me.
I know
because I knew you well.

I ask for
forgiveness
because I felt bad.
And if I didn't
I'll felt like
I'm stabbing you.

1431/03-11-2008

It's Random

By random pick,
I picked you.
Who turn out
to be someone who I like.

1140's/31-10-2008

She's A Girl

She's a girl.
Just another face.
Nothing extraordinary.

She's a girl.
Who mingle around.
Know and surround by many.

She's a girl.
Who often felt lonely.
Even in a big crowd.

She's a girl.
Who crave for love.
From friends and family.

She's a girl.
Who never understand.
Why she have so many friends
yet she felt left behind.

She's a girl.
Who you will never take a second look.

1839/08-09-2008

Do you know her? Inside out?

Smile Part 2

You could hear my voice.
Even when I spoke very soft.
We are not even sitting close.
And that made me smile.

The way you joke with me,
made me smile.

And at random,
when you catch my eyes,
when our eyes look into each others,
you just made me smile.

Smile.
Just like Charlie Chaplin once wrote.

2347/15-08-2008